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Signs from the Universe Surround Me


Signs, we all get them from our loved ones, but do we recognize them? My daughter Misha is very good at making sure I hear and see her messages. Most of her messages involve hummingbirds, but there are other signs that show up when I least expect them in different ways. I read so much on this subject after she was killed, because I know she woke me when she left this world. That early morning of her death, I was startled out of a deep sleep at what I have been told was an immediate death by trauma. I awoke at what is described as the real time of her passing. I actually had mental messages before she passed; but I was not enlightened then. I have changed so much in my thought process these past years. I realize life is a moment in time in a vast universe of unsolved mysteries. I am allowing myself to accept what happens regularly for what they are; signs from the Universe.

They have happened for a long time now, five years! They are what I like to refer to as our 6th sense, a sense not recognized by everyone but one I know exists. These signs are thought processes but also actual happenings that cannot be explained by anyone. I read so much after my daughter was killed, because of what occurred before and after her death. There is so much data by others who share similar experiences. This is a strange phenomenon that no one can explain but many share. We are a group of people who have had tragic loss, near death experiences, or have watched loved ones in their last hours before leaving this world talk to others that we do not see. My beloved mother lived with me the last years of her life and she slowly succumbed to dementia. She had a series of small strokes and she became disabled but was always sweet and loving. She knew who I was but she became isolated into a world of her own. Anyone who has dealt with dementia knows it is difficult to see our loved ones become different, strangers really. Someone you love with all your heart changing before your eyes. When my mother was finally in her last days, she had a two hour stretch when she was my Mom again. She talked with me, told me she loved me and said I had always been a good daughter to her. I felt so blessed to have that moment with her. Then she went back inside her own little world. I watched as she became agitated from talking to people she saw. She was so frail at the end laying in her room in a special hospital bed. She was talking so much and moving that bed with her body. There was a mark on the wall from the bed slamming into it. They were people she knew, she would smile, laugh and mumble. I could not make out her words but I knew she was being called home to be with my father and others who had left this world for a better place. This was was my very first experience into the unknown that many people deny exists. I was never sure what I thought about life after death, but my Mother taught me in her last days there is something else. Who knew four short years later my daughter Misha would be joining her?

When my mother and father had passed I never saw signs. This is not to say they were not around me, it just means I never realized it if they were. My signs from Misha were there even before she passed. A strange phenomena for sure. As I have said in past posts I did not realize or react to them at first. Then unexplained occurrences started happening. My life was a disaster when she died. I was going through a horrible divorce, my house was being foreclosed on because my ex stopped paying the mortgage, I had no idea where I would live and my son was being manipulated and controlled through parental alienation by my ex and his family. I kept trying, and I actually lived one day at a time because I had too. I would sit on my patio and wonder what I could do. I had my beloved animals and there was no way I would give them up. I really did live in the present at that time in my life.

Then I moved to Colombia which you can read about here. Colombia has brought many wonderful and miraculous gifts to me by way of spiritual messages. I have also suffered tragedy and heartbreak while living here. Life does not always give us what we search for but it does give us lessons we then process and use for strength. Last year on Christmas Eve I lost my special dog Taz, he was Misha’s pet. I mourned him like I grieved for her. I felt shut down and exhausted from so many terrible happenings. I came to Colombia to find my true self and pursue my dream of having a Bed and Breakfast. That was a time of sadness for me, one of such discouragement I felt I had made a mistake. I still was struggling with learning Spanish, had only made a few friends here and felt isolated and lonely. The holiday season was gone for me, and I felt it would never be the same. Then I did what I always do, I picked myself up and made the best of the situation I was in. I looked and looked for Taz. Then another unthinkable moment happened, then I felt I was losing every connection I had with Misha, that she was disappearing slowly from my life spiritually. I had an earring that I wore in my second pierced hole that was recovered from her body. I had a special backing on it and I never took it off. One day after looking for Taz on the motorcycle I came home and looked in the mirror and that earring was gone from my ear. I cried like I cried from her death. The New Year came and went, the trial of her killer was postponed for the third time, the blows kept coming. I decided to fly to Baton Rouge and publicize the lack of justice. While I was there I met with Misha’s best friend. She came to the hotel and the first words out of her mouth were “I found something and I want you to have it, I only found one and it was in my car” she then handed me one earring which I recognized immediately! It was the very first earring Misha wore after I had her ears pierced when she was seven! No one knew I had lost that earring, I never could bring myself to talk about it. Now I had a gift from Misha, using another person she loved so much, giving me back an earring for that ear. Gabby cried with disbelief when I told her the story of the other lost earring. The next day I went on TV and publicized the need for a trial for her death, and that earring is prominent in the news story. I wear it all the time and will never take it off.

Anyone who follows my page Villa Migelita on Facebook knows I am surrounded by hummingbirds, they also know these special creatures seek me out continually. I have them fly into my house on such a regular basis it has become normal to me. I now know they are my Spirit Totem and Misha’s way of communicating with me. I have no doubt of this. Last month after I learned that the murderer of my daughter was given a suspended sentence was devastating to me. You can read about it in my last blog here. Another major blow in my life, one I cannot understand nor process. However, Misha is doing her best to comfort me. She never left, I just was so caught up in my sadness that I was not allowing her messages to come to me. This time she was insistent. I have had so many visits by hummingbirds inside my house since this unjust sentence that I have to take notice. I know many of you saw the video of the hummingbird that would not leave, but this time she actually has sent me a hummingbird to care for. Yesterday my worker brought me a baby hummingbird he found in the street almost dead. He had cared for it overnight, then brought it to me first thing in the morning. I was amazed and a bit scared. I knew it was from Misha. What if I did not care for it properly? I read everything on the internet that I could. I do not have access to wildlife foundations here in the mountains. This baby was wet and weak, but I could tell not a super young hummingbird because it had all of its feathers. I knew Mama had fed it well, and I looked for something I could offer in protein that would give this sweet angel the proper nutrition. I read a post from a similar story as mine and the person had given their rescue hummingbird egg yolk. So I boiled just a bit of sugar with egg yolk and started feeding him every 30 minutes. He thrived, his feathers dried out, he started peeping and peeping. He started flying a bit, but I put him a cage because he could not support height and would fall to the ground. As the day went on, he grew more strong. He took his feedings with great energy. You can see a feeding here. As the night was coming on I knew I would be getting close to the last feeding and left him on my lap. Then the most miraculous thing happened. He started to elevate a bit from my lap and then land again. All the while his peeping was so strong. I let him do this. I knew he was getting stronger. He then just flew high and stayed in front of me and before I could blink my eyes he flew out the window to my lemon tree and landed perfectly. I went outside and stood under him. I knew if he could not fly he would take off and fall to the ground. I wanted him to have his freedom and I let nature take its course. He then flew up so high and out of no where his mother joined him, they were together. His mother was outside my house all day listening to his call! Together they flew to my pine tree and I could see them on a branch. The mother was right next to him. I cried tears of joy.

So you see this was another message from my daughter Misha. I believe she sent me the comfort of this special baby for a day to lift my spirits about the lack of justice in her murder. I also believe she wanted me to know someday we will fly off together again just like this baby did with his mother. I went to sleep thinking of the miracles around me. I will truly try to appreciate all moments of my life from this day forward. I will never have an experience that was so profound again. Wait, maybe I will, maybe it will be another miracle she will send me just like this one for the Christmas season. May God Bless her and the angel hummingbirds that never leave my side.

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I am an American who moved to Colombia to find peace after the devastating loss of my daughter. I bought and renovated a Villa, am learning Spanish, and writing as catharsis. This blog will be like my book with chapters. Each blog will be about my life and adventures. I hope you will enjoy the many new discoveries I am making every day about myself and another culture.

23 thoughts on “Signs from the Universe Surround Me

  1. Wow, a fairy tale ending for you, and a renewed beginning for Milagro ❣❣ Tears of joy, I cry with you ❣❣
    …and for song to pop in my head – ♪♫ Lemon Tree ♪♫ ~ Enjoy, Michele ❣❣ ❤ Jea xo

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    1. (reedited) Wow, a fairy tale ending for you, and a renewed beginning for Milagro ❣❣ Tears of joy, I cry with you ❣❣ …and first song to pop in my head – ♪♫ Lemon Tree ♪♫ ~ Enjoy, Michele ❣❣ ❤ Jea xo

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  2. I just red all of your ”post”! You doing just the right thing by writing all about what you went threw… Hope you publish a book! Would help a lot of other persons who thing evrything is ”finish” for them… Love, Danièla 🙂 PS: Good that we can see you, you are a very beautiful person Michele! Date: Sat, 6 Dec 2014 13:51:19 +0000 To: dany_menard@hotmail.ca

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  3. Isn’t it beautiful to pick up these messages, not only from the mind..but from your very “being”? Thank you Michele..in a most delightful way, for sharing with others. ❤

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  4. Your such an Inspiration to me, I just love all of you video’s you share, I’m so happy that Misha always shows up for you in many ways..You’re a wonderful lady my friend…wishing you a very Merry Christmas and nothing but happiness for the rest of your life….Love you sweetie…..

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  5. I am so happy for you Michele that you have found meaning in your life now. You are blessed by the butterflies and hummingbirds that surround you with spiritual comfort and messages from Misha. You truly are an inspiration to your Villa Migelita followers like myself. I have a sense of joy that may become to you between Christmas and New Years. Keep posting and blogging, we look forward to your experiences.

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    1. Thank you Fred, I never know what will show up on any given day here at Villa Migelita. It is truly Paradise with an angel watching over me. God Bless and Merry Christmas to you. xo, Michele

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  6. Michele I just read your latest blog. I must say I enjoyed it. I watch all your post on facebook, videos of the animals. My dream is to be able to visit Villa Migelita. I believe that the peaceful surrounds would help my state of mind now. My prayers are with you for Misha and your mother. God Bless you!

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    1. I just had another visit of a hummingbird in my house!~ I think Misha is trying to get me to do more, but I do not know what I can do…it is so awful. I want to change the situation and get that horrible judge off the bench, but how? The corruption is rampant in the USA!

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  7. Your story touched my heart. I lost my mother 8 years ago to breast cancer I was 36 and I have felt lost and orphaned since she was my best friend,she loved the humming birds she loved all animals! When she past i didn’t want to go home where i has grew up with her and my step dad my whole life it just hurt to bad i still find it very difficult.One day while i was there visiting my dad i looked out and saw her humming bird feeder i had got her she liked the ones that had the glass not the plastic containers and i saw the morning glory’s she had planted years ago had seeded and came back they were beautiful.She would have swarms of humming birds you could barely walk for them and no one was there to take care of them anymore they only had the morning glory’s to eat from and a humming bird vine i had got her,we planted it 6 years before her death and it never bloomed until after she passed.I took the hummingbird feeder home with me cleaned it up boiled me some sugar water and hung it up on my porch i was sad i had no humming birds come visit me for days! Then all of a sudden there was one and then two then four and they bicker and fight so much my husband went and bought me a beautiful feeder to hang up on the other side of the porch now i have so many that i have 3 feeders but they flock to my moms feeder most it’s their favorite 🙂 i feel that this is my mom’s way of showing me she’s with me through the humming birds.I also will be walking my dog and out of no where i smell the sweetest smell of a rose so strong i look everywhere for a flower and i never find one,on my way back i always stop at the spot where i smelled the rose and it’s always gone i turn every direction trying to find it agin in case a breeze has blown it away but it never comes back until one morning unexpected it shows up.I always thank the Lord for that gift of letting me know my mother is with me.

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    1. Sheila what a lovely and amazing gift you have been given. You do know these are signs from your mother and she is with you! The smell of the rose is incredible. I have never had that happen. What a blessing. I have read many books on this subject and the smell is a way of sending love to you. Thank you so much for your beautiful story!

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